Saturday, November 28, 2015

Strong and Challenging Competition to a Shameful Embarrassment

It was a great morning of heaven that turned into hell.

The day is almost great to me until everything that suddenly happened during that time. Well this is not the only day that I'm pissed but I'll be nice for the sake of the reader of this entry.

After checking our attendance for World Literature and a few discussions about the final project we head to the auditorium to watch the speech competition. It was really fun I had a break from stress for some hours. I was sitting with Miss Ceres and we were just mess with each other all the time.

During the competition each high school participant from different schools was given a topic, "Whether good times or bad, it's only the time we got" I don't know, I forgot the exact words. Some of them did great but some shiver in fear.

But meanwhile after having the first five, I heard someone mentioning my name and I was like what's going on? Then I learned that they're volunteering me in an activity related to public speaking. I was surprised and I wonder why?


It was only for fun. First we had a debate; each block needs three representatives and will be competing with each other. They will give us a topic and whether we like it or not, either a pros or cons will be assigned to us. The criterion is very easy, whoever has the loudest cheer from the crowd wins, and it’s such a bias I know.

It's now Tourism versus Marketing, I went around the seats then across to the other side to meet the other two volunteers from our block, Cha and Roanne. I led the way to the stage, at first I thought I would have a great fear but when I went up and walk to the center it had a less impact. Now, they give us a topic about who has the potential to be a better ruler, "Duterte and Binay".

Duterte for Marketing students and Binay for us, I was like "I want to defend Duterte" because I'm on his side but we have no choice but to defend it or we'll lose it. I'm having a hard time thinking good things about Binay until I remember his commercial about losing his mother at a very young age. Well, still Duterte's side made a good point. I won't blame anyone from my team or even myself if ever we lose the debate, how can you defend someone you hate? But still we won by just the odds which is the audiences' cheer. I can remember the part where I angrily shouted "TM" good thing some didn't notice that otherwise I'm totally embarrassed.

We continue after the activity, the reward is a chocolate; I don't eat sweets so I gave it to someone.
While a participant is speaking, the adviser from the Asia Pacific College Speaks is going around to each block again and again, uh oh. It looks like there's another reaping again. Unfortunately same thing happened, I'm in demand and I was provided as a tribute.

There are only few participants until the competition ends, and there is another speaking activity again, this time only one will be killed in front of the judgmental crowds. The game is called Speed Speaks, each participant is given 5 unrelated words and you need to connect them. For each 30 seconds you will be given a chance to say something about a word then the rest follows with the same amount of time limit.


I act stupid by telling the hosts that I already got it, but then I ended up doing the opposite, that's why we started over again. I don't know why, probably I'm trying to entertain people even if it would risk my dignity. For the sake of the crowd, I just do everything that I can to please them but I admit that I embarrassed myself by being the pride of our block. The first set was easy; I should have taken the chance. To be honest, something was bothering me that time, I don't know what it is but I just do it and looking forward to be finished.

I also received a chocolate as a reward, but not as a winner but as a participant, every volunteer for the activity received the same prize even if I did worst than them.
Somehow I feel like I did a smart thing about showing my stupidity but at the same time I'm hoping that the embarrassment that happened will be forgotten and will never happen again.


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